"Seeing Someone Else"

I think those are the worst words I've heard in a good long time.  That boy that I stayed up all night thinking about not long ago? The one I've liked for over two and a half years now? The guy that was my first kiss? The guy I almost thought I loved? Yeah, told me today that he was "seeing someone else." Words can't describe the nothingness I feel inside right now, I can't cry, but I'm not happy.  Even though it'd been a while since we talked I guess I always figured we would work through that, that we'd last.  But all good things have to come to an end right? Even perfect things, bcause life isn't perfect, and it doesn't like perfect to exist within it.

Longest Day Ever

It's seriously been the longest day EVER!!! I was helping out with auditions at my arts school all day, and I'm pooped.  I was so excited to go home and go to bed when I remembered I'm having a sleepover tonight... Why am I so spacey sometimes? :P haha but anyway, I'm tired, my eyes hurt (from not wearing glasses all day), I just bit my tongue, and now I have the hiccups.  Yeah, longest. Day. Ever.

Sailor Moon

Last night I hd a sleepover at my friends house, and we went to her Youth Night activity.  One of the girls was Japanese, and we ended up talking about Japan and all of these things that we missed and had this long reminiscing moment.  Then when my friend and I got back too her house, we spent like 3 hours watching old Sailor Moon episodes. I miss that show so much, and I just miss everything about Japan.  Guess it just got me in the mood for the way things used to be, perfect and simple.

Me

I feel like I must be quite annoying to other people.  I talk ALL the time, and not only do I talk, but I talk LOUDLY.  I have an opinion on EVERYTHING and I like to let people know what they are.  I either take FOREVER to text back, or I text someone way to much.  In almost every text I begin and end with "haha," ever if there wasn't anything funny.  My texts and letters have more smiley faces than any one word (including the).  I'm forever on Pinterest, and if I like something, I pin it.  I like a LOT of things on Pinterest.  Yeah, altogether, sounds like someone who would get on my nerves.

Randy Moment

I was talking to Randy today and he said he didn't want to be the guy, so I asked him if that made me the pants in our relationship.  He had never heard of that saying and so when I explained that normally the guy is the pants he asked what the girl was.  Well I wasn't sure, so we decided that if the man is the pants, the girl is the hat :) Randy is the hat in our relationship :)

RED!

I have always wanted red hair, ever since I was a very little girl.  It has seriously been one of my biggest dreams for my entire life.  Well I finally gave in and went and got my hair dyed on Friday :) Check it out, I'm a redhead <3 Brilliant Brunette to Radiant Redhead ;)  It reminds me of red velvet cake, yummm... :)

Harry Potter Marathon

So thislast weekend my family decided to have a Harry Potter Marathon, and we were gonna watch all eight movies on Saturday.  Well that didn't end up working out real well.  We finally finished watching number eight last night. I had never seen the last four, and I'd actually only seen the first half of the fourth, and I actually really enjoyed them, now all I need to do is read the books.

Stupid Sleepless Nights

So right now I'm lying in bed trying to fall asleep which is not working for me. Well whenever this happens its either because my brain is racing, or if that's not the cause then its the outcome. I have just spent the last two hours thinking about a guy I haven't talked to in over two months, I used to really like him, like REALLY like this guy. Well life does funny things sometimes, sometimes it brings about disasters or change, sometimes it takes people away, and sometimes it'll even shove people back where they no longer belong. Well that's the ce with thi boy, he doesn't belong on my mind or in heart anymore, if so he wouldn't have just stopped talking to me.  And is say that it wasn't just his fault, but that's be a lie.  I tried to keep in touch, calling, letters. Even hanging out, but he was the one to make it fall through, every single time.  So why, if I was like 99.99 percent that I was over him, have I spent so long tonight wishing to see him or even just tAlk to him? I hate when I can't sleep, nothing good ever comes from sleepless nights.