I hate change. I have never liked it. And it's not only big change I don't like. It's the little stuff too.
In school when I'm taking notes and I have my nice little flow and order to my notes, and then the teacher decides to start jumping around topics and such, I HATE that! I can't handle the fact that my notes will no longer be perfect.
When I have been following a certain routine everyday for what feels like forever, but then something happens that make it all change. Like my 9:30 bed time. I go to bed, every night at 9:30. But then those nights that I have loads of homework and have to stay up later, I can't handle that. Sleepovers are hard enough, at least then I don't actually have to function.
But despite the little changes in life that I really don't like, I hate big change even more. Today my Young Woman's Leader was released at church, and they called a new presidency. My leader, Sister Thorpe, was literally my Best Friend. I could tell her everything, and anything, and I did. She probably knew more things about my life and the way I felt about everything than even my sisters. She was always there for me, and I could depend on her to always be there.
I don't understand why she had to leave, I honestly think it was a HUGE mistake. She reached out to all the girls. She got things. She understood what we were all going through in life and tried to be there for all of us. She put so much work into everything she did, and she had to do a lot of things alone. She was too great of a person the be replaced.
I'm going to miss her the way someone misses their loved ones when they pass away. I know that she's still around, and I can always call her when I need her, but the fact that she won't always be there in
person is what gets me. I hate change.
